It is official.. I am in love!
The love of my life is dependable, beautiful, perfect in every way and best of all understands and supports my baggage.
His name is Louis and he is always by my side.
I have had others. They now feel like cheap imitations that were amazing for a few months, sometimes sadly only weeks. I realise now these were only crushes. Before the honeymoon was over the relationship had fallen apart at the seams. I admit it, I have cheated on every single one of them - usually with another cheap imitation that has left me feeling empty and lacking in self confidence.
With Louis it is a completely different story. He is stable and so well built. He gets me and fits into my life perfectly and in every situation.
It is true love. And the most amazing thing is I didn't have to go searching for him, he came to me!We were introduced through my sister and her husband. Sure, I had seen him in the past and wanted him from afar. But I never felt like I deserved him. How could he be seen with me?? But now he is here we will never be apart. No more searching for the perfect one and settling for second or even third best. No more being dazzled by outer beauty only to find the inside is not what I am looking for. No more trying to fit my life into something that is too deep or too shallow. No more lacking in self confidence.
Sure I have had my moments of jealousy with Louis. I have seen other women checking him out and wanting him. At times I cling too tightly to him. I have had panic attackes when another woman has tried to touch him and get him to go where she wants him too. I have even had people think he is a fake because he is with me!
The love of my life is dependable, beautiful, perfect in every way and best of all understands and supports my baggage.
His name is Louis and he is always by my side.
I have had others. They now feel like cheap imitations that were amazing for a few months, sometimes sadly only weeks. I realise now these were only crushes. Before the honeymoon was over the relationship had fallen apart at the seams. I admit it, I have cheated on every single one of them - usually with another cheap imitation that has left me feeling empty and lacking in self confidence.
With Louis it is a completely different story. He is stable and so well built. He gets me and fits into my life perfectly and in every situation.
It is true love. And the most amazing thing is I didn't have to go searching for him, he came to me!We were introduced through my sister and her husband. Sure, I had seen him in the past and wanted him from afar. But I never felt like I deserved him. How could he be seen with me?? But now he is here we will never be apart. No more searching for the perfect one and settling for second or even third best. No more being dazzled by outer beauty only to find the inside is not what I am looking for. No more trying to fit my life into something that is too deep or too shallow. No more lacking in self confidence.
Sure I have had my moments of jealousy with Louis. I have seen other women checking him out and wanting him. At times I cling too tightly to him. I have had panic attackes when another woman has tried to touch him and get him to go where she wants him too. I have even had people think he is a fake because he is with me!
It took me until my 40th birthday but Louis will be with me for a very long time. We are coming up to 6 months now and still going strong. It is the longest relationship of my life and I am still not bored. I just have to look at him and I get a rush of loving feelings that make me smile.
I love you, Louis Vuitton.
Now if I only I could find a man as perfect as my handbag!
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